y do ppl say the things they say
and do the things they say they'll do.
but nv did it any way.

i feel anger in me.
mayb it has been burning inside me for a long time.
findin all sorts of excuses.
thinkin it will juz extinguish by itself.
onli to find out its raging
and the fire is somewhat getting bigger.

y cant ppl make an effort to say the things they say
and do e things they say they'll do and do it.

i do not have much friends.
and of cuz i do not expect my frenz
to give me the kinda attention i wan them to give.
becuz its not their fault that i do not have much frenz.

all i'm asking for is juz a lil respect.
respect me that when u tell me sth..
u'll actually do it or make it happen.
respect urself that u're doing it becuz i'm a friend u would wanna keep.

i've been sooo upset abt friendships for the past 2 yrs
i almost drowned.

and to think back....
the onli friend who say the things she say and
do the things she said she'll do and do it..
is the only friend i pushed away.
i missed her.

do NOT ask me who i'm referring to.
ask urself.
think. and think hard.
what am i.
and if i even mean something to u.

i'm not askin anyone to do anything for me.
and do NOT do the things or say things i wanna hear becuz i'm angry.
i do NOT need any sympathy.

mayb princess nut is right.
mayb we're juz not so fun to hang out with.
whatever.